Mixed emotions

Today has been a day of mixed emotions. Happy because my little girl is doing so well, and that she was moved back to the c-pap machine, which is a step in the right direction. And sad because I can't be with her all day every day. I think not having her inside of me, and not having her home is hard. I know it's these crazy hormones that are changing on me. I can't wait until my hormones are back in order.

Any ways Raegan is doing really good today. I got to see her face today without any tubes when they changed out to intubation tube for the c-pap machine. She has such a cute face. She also has the cutest face when she is mad. When the nurse went to put her on her stomach today, Raegan stretched her legs out and held her self up. Reagan is one strong little girl. She grabs my finger and holds it really tight, and when I put my hand down by her feet, she pushes pretty hard.

I can't wait to go see her tomorrow, and I am hoping on Sunday I will get to hold her again.